Mountain Village
Razor edge rock face perch
Bright colored homes on stilts
Like sedentary circus clowns
Shops of art and whimsy
Haunted saloons, gift shop brothels
At its peak the first state hospital
Now a converted motel
West facing windows glow
Charred yellow from the sinking sun
As if orbs of history shine within
Cumulative miners, whores, artisans
Hollow trod in creaking rooms
Each historic day pried
Like a babies’ tooth
By the tongue conspirator
Time wiggles away
Wisdom rises, incisors tear
The red meat of dawn
Porcelain Cup
Drain the cup
Ponder the remains
Tea of little dreams
It’s potent leaves
Once contained
Their brew was sweet
Although not the same
Leaves that cling, bitter to taste
Try to decipher
The reason for waste
Sage or seer
Try to read
A future, a meaning
In nourishing leaves
Best to savor the life-giving bleed
My hands once held
This brew, this fuel
Enough sprung from a cup
To carve deep canyons long and true
A lifeline filled up
Cottonwood Suite
Iron Horse Inn
At the bar next door
The townie with caterpillar moustache
And deep-rooted drawl
Told me you were originally a whorehouse
Many narrow rooms for bigger returns
Built from head sized river rock and cement
Too costly to tear down
Now you are boutique, prim and clean
Like a cactus flower after spring rain
Narrow stairs to the second floor
Steep as Aztec ruins
Ascending the sacrificial alter
In my room wide enough for one bed
I received her text
Saying we were over
I stayed up keeping company
With daughters of joy orbs
Copper miner lustful spirits
Lost souls thin as parchment
Fatal Coffee at Red Rooster
With hurricane force
The fly was flung to my cup
Outdoor patio furious fans
Chopped humid air to pieces
Flinging the fly to morning coffee peril
Teaspoon rescue too late
It lay motionless on the placemat
Stained glass wings in stiff repose
Liquid cream and coffee casket
It died as rapidly as our romance
Leaving Cottonwood
I took a back street out of town
A charcoal cat traces across the road
Under quilt shadows of tall aspens
Bony hunched shoulders expect attack
Skirts to a tired house with sagging steps and porch
Slumped and worn from a century
Of comings and goings
Thanks to the fan, fly or act of God
I had a free cup for the drive home
Two nights before we made love
Then planned our future
Winter Breaks
You will never smile again
Mummy wrap joy
In death’s heavy winter coat
Dark breathing aches
Blinders mask eyes
No direction seen
Spring comes shy at first
Playgrounds ripple
With children’s laughter
From the long sleep
Colors poke out
Gaudy and rude
The burn of frostbite fades
Slow inward thaw
Learned loss left a seed
Nurtured by tears
Warmed by a sun
Relentless
As love after life
You consider a joke
It drops soft and bruised
Like fruit in a forgotten orchard
One smile from a stranger
Emits redeeming light
A tendril grin blossoms
Mothball your coat
Unbutton your flannel shirt
You know
In your pulsing heart
They would have wished you
To be happy
The Road
I never know until I get there
Often wondering
Whether I arrived or not
If the destination
Was truly what I sought
The drowsy excitement
Of truck stops late at night
The diesel smell, the rumbling motors
Soot milk carbon monoxide fog
Under yellowed lamps
Back and butt sore
Eyes burn
From all the passing
The getting left in the dust
The constant filling and emptying tanks
Dime store wisdom
It’s all about the journey
Although often the diner food sucks
You search for bedbugs before sleep
In this dream of progression
Too many narrow-faced strangers
Too many loves in passing
Too many change of tires
Yet along the way
There are rainbow bridges
Vermilion Cliffs
Where the tame are now wild
Green flash sunsets
Eucalyptus groves in deep, cool night
Five-star motels
Room service
A mini fridge stocked
With all the little dreams you had
Costly, still within reach
Much more than you expected
Whatever that was
Waiting for Eternity to End
At the bar
A couple peck at an appetizer
One casually asks a scruffy haired man
Slumped on the nearest stool his occupation
One sentence in both regret it
As he goes off like a car alarm
Each word blaring tedium
The girlfriend looks away
Hopes someone has a key fob
To silence the scruffy haired man
The boyfriend glares at him sideways
Monotonously yes, yes, yessing him
Beeps like a microwave
Reminding your goddamn meal is ready
Both rise above the din
Of a churning, clanking factory
Of machine voices
Dutifully producing products of conversation
That can be bought and sold online
The nose ring bartender asks if I want another
Her arm sleeve tattoo of exotic flowers
Suggest a better place to be
Make it a double, I say
I read somewhere
Inebriation fosters loss of hearing
She nods knowingly
Checks her watch
Waits for eternity to end